[ sometimes I can hold my tongue
sometimes not ]
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[ sometimes I can hold my tongue sometimes not ]
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college student. (english literature, dance, education)
quite fond of: friends and family (and where the lines blur) poetry the bay area dance (for life and always) eating constantly party time (excellent!) retail therapy olympic level procrastination wandering in libraries sleeping at odd hours emotional masochism Youtube Last.fm
Poetry Excerpts from "Sound Off" chapbook. Poetry Workshop I, Mills College, August-November 2009. Copyright 2009, all rights reserved. "Progression"
As a
repeated chest pelting
supposition
early onset dementia
bewildered iris
mission statement
as
Horizon line
Testament not old not new
Ampersand
Technology etching That’s enough for today.
"unscheduled" tight
"strangers"
this glass was blown and cut and formed
"Chicken Chow Mein" Nothing is delivered without cost.
[ cohesion and concreteness
Ideals are minimal. Intangible. Disintegrating.
Your fortune: Only you can change your life. No one can do it for you.
It is quite the reasonable goal,
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
shower and showtime at the apollo running in the backgroundfelt like talking for once drunk people on @forumz are really not that funny. the druggies are. drunk people are assholes. procrastination is my friend today. and warm beds, very much so just getting over a bout of pneumonia, stayed in school all but 1 full day, one afternoon, and a third day of DP. did dance showings and nearly passed out 4 minutes into to a loved one. lovely. The Chain made me cry, nearly. been talking to Alison and Priya on the phone a lot lately. i really do adore them. haven't heard from Anna this week. busy chicka. i have to pee. lovely. blogthings takes up a lot of time. english essays do not. i wish that there were teachers to do my favorite subject justice. just waiting for college. i feel uninspired. except for a few dreams and ideas and wallpapers going through my head. zooey deschanel and the lead singer of the coors and nigella lawson are very, very attractive. and diane lane. and julliete binoche, in a way. and of course, lena. failure to launch is a fun movie. very much so. strolling down the blood roses light district in my mind wish i could do this poem idea justice in my mind. need to start going to dead poets society meetings. need to slow down more. need to express more. need to give back more. need to get out more. simplicity is golden. strands that fall down through the plants, the street, ivory from the sky, full moons, purity, sensuality, empty glances. i could try to write now. but i don't feel as if i can. i could do homework now. but it doesn't seem important to me. i'm going to the be the riottt festival. GOTTA get out there. rap star on the background. means nothing to me. lisa germano is one of my new favorites. she's got that simplicity. i want some black skirts. mesh. dark and light. balance. i wish i could get my headphones in but they make little scabs and my ears bleed. found a picture of Tori that made me think of Cyndi. looks like she's getting off at the bench. sacred talent, there. hm. distracted. again. probably going to go downstairs and put on excerpts from a love circus and light a candle. none of it's important anymore. my face doesn't react when i'm startled. my heart always seems to stop. my heart always seems to stop. stop. we have to stop. now. |
