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college student. (english literature, dance, education)
quite fond of: friends and family (and where the lines blur) poetry the bay area dance (for life and always) eating constantly party time (excellent!) retail therapy olympic level procrastination wandering in libraries sleeping at odd hours emotional masochism Youtube Last.fm
Poetry Excerpts from "Sound Off" chapbook. Poetry Workshop I, Mills College, August-November 2009. Copyright 2009, all rights reserved. "Progression"
As a
repeated chest pelting
supposition
early onset dementia
bewildered iris
mission statement
as
Horizon line
Testament not old not new
Ampersand
Technology etching That’s enough for today.
"unscheduled" tight
"strangers"
this glass was blown and cut and formed
"Chicken Chow Mein" Nothing is delivered without cost.
[ cohesion and concreteness
Ideals are minimal. Intangible. Disintegrating.
Your fortune: Only you can change your life. No one can do it for you.
It is quite the reasonable goal,
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Sunday, October 14, 2007
so. boat cruise is over. it was SOOOO much fun. a serious classy affair. (besides when the drunken photographer started groping people and we had to turn around and take his ass back to the dock and leave him). excellence. people were cute. deserts were tasty. dance floor was hot and sweaty but not disgusting like last year. danced with the boy i like. (goal = accomplished). and now, the epic story of the afterparty. as told to laura. so, we get off the boat and my mom picks us up (and robert waved to me from his car. he got a ride with david whitney and one of their mom's. which is sooo cute. ha.) so alison had to fly to boston friday morning so we dropped her off at home and i begged my mom to let me go to el cerrito dennys, she let me, and it turned out there was only one server there, so we all (there were hella people there) left to go to san pablo. and the funny part was this one dude blocking lynn's car door so i couldn't get in and i'm all like um...trying to get in and his people are like dude, get in, and he's all "um, i'm drunk." and then gets in the car. and we're like um, that's not an excuse. HA. so then we get to san pablo denny's and these people start having a fight outside so we go in, and there's probably 30 people in there, and they won't serve us either! so we're like okay, if they don't come in 5 minutes, we're out. they didn't. so then we tried to drive through jack in the box, but they were closed. so THEN, we went to san pablo dennys, even though there were some sketchy people around, but most of them were high so it was okay. this also took a while cause there were only three people working, but we did get food. and there was this one black dude in a full length fur coat and i was all "Lynn, what is up with this R. Kelly looking dude?" and we laughed for hella long. so THEN! (it's probably 2 in the morning now), Chanel and her two friends decide go to by the gas station cause Chanel didn't eat, so we do that and they follow, and we hear Jesus is having an afterparty, so we're like okay, sweet. (cause Tiffany was also having an afterparty but we didn't know which to go to, so we sent people to both. ha. ) so we drive to Point Richmond, and we chill with Jesus and like 10 other people, just chilling, getting a buzz going (cept for lynn and chanel cause they were driving), and watching TV. and Jesus was the only guy and he was seriously trying to get all the girls drunk and it was like um, orgy is so not happening. so then after about 45 minutes we decide to leave, and then it starts raining hella hard! its really random! and we're all trying to not fall in our heels on the deck and stuff. ha. (cause i almost went down about 5 times.) so THEN! we start heading back to lynn's house and larysa and ruva were gonna meet up with us and spend the night also, but they were still at tiffany's. so then lynn and i go to el cerrito nations and get pie, but i was still kinda not all there, and i'm all "i want strawberry cheesecake!" and she's all "we only have cherry" and i'm all "strawberry is good.: so lynn ordered for me. HA. so then we went back to lynn's house and changed and ate and later, larysa and ruva showed up, but ruva was HELLA loaded. like, seeing shit glazed eyes kinda high. so then we all passed out at 5. lynn and i got up at 11 the next morning and made chocolate chip pancakes. and then ruva and larysa left, and lynn and i went to bay street and bought lots of cute stuff on sale at express. and then she dropped me off at home at 5 that afternoon. cause that's how we do! i'm actually getting my college stuff done. wow. crazy. i've talked to a lot of '07 people this weekend. i miss them dearly. we did the staging for Light in DP last week. we're doing women and hoodrat wednesday, and my solos thursday (i'm scared shitless). hash browns are delicious. i think i'll go to sleep now. |
